Let's Take A Moment For A Second

Whoa

I thought I was finished with blogging, but I guess not.

I finally figured out what I want to do with my life. Music.
It's something I've grown to love and I am so passionate about it.
It's more than just sound, it's expressing emotion. That's what I want to do.
More than anything though...serving God. That was my main goal for forever.
To do something for God throughout the days of my life.
I just havn't gotten that calling. =/

I don't know.
That's what I'm more passionate about than anything.
Who knows, maybe I just have to be patient?

I don't like to sit myself with fools.
Even the people who are also Christian.
I don't understand how secular they can be.
To be mocked and more not understood than people who don't believe in God.

Maybe I'm just weird?
That I actually abide by the very word we all know and read?
That seperates me from the world and brings me to lonliness with God.
So don't say "You look unhappy" or "You're quiet/isolated"
You now know. [Generally]

I'm perfectly fine. In fact, I'm joyful and feeling amazing.
Just nothing to talk about because the conversations they have are words of dismay.
There are only a few. Those few, I praise you well in your paths of hardship that you've endured.

I'm not perfect. I just put in effort.

Don't get me wrong, I still love you. But don't question my actions.
Question your's.

Jesus Christ died for you, because He loves you. He has paid your ransom of the sins you daily committ.
We tend to take life for granted, when really we should be forever grateful.
Christ's sacrifice and love is for everyone.
Don't ever think you're alone in this world. There are so many just like you.
Some have answered the calling and others walked away.

What decision will you make?
He's waiting and that door is still open.

If you are reading this and you feel like you have always had that emptiness that you could never fill or maybe you think there's no point to this life...
This is for you.

Pray to God wherever you feel comfortable, it doesn't have to be in any specific way.
He's always listening.
Pray something like this:

"Dear God,
I have realized that I need you and I invite you into my life. I want to live by Your commands. I realized that I am a sinner and so I want to invite Jesus Christ into my life because I know that He died for my sins. I am willing to serve You."

On that note, I pray to whomever that you have made the right choice.
Have a wonderful night.

Please know, that if you have any questions or if you'd just like to talk, I am always here and available. =]
My cell; 603-369-8318
Text or call.
I will not judge you nor mock you.
I am a Christian.