A place for my head?

WHAT?!

So many things that I don't even want to deal with. Let's summarize!
PUBLIC SCHOOL
Not even, its just school in general because private school can be worse than public school because of its hypocrisy.

I'm really a joyful guy and so I always appear laughing, loud, and smiling.
I also tend to think a lot which allows me to go into deep thought a lot. When I am in deep thought, I'm rarely smiling.
SO I'M NOT DEPRESSED.
It gets really annoying because I have only experienced depression like 3 times in my whole life. Two from relationships. One from before I was a Christian.
That's funny, they were both bad things that lead me to depression. Worldly things. Obviously if you go through that stuff again, you will eventually find yourself even worse than before.

Anyways.

To state again, I am not a depressed man.
People always say "Be happy", "Smile Chris!", "Why are you always depressed?".
It has gotten to the point where it starting to bother me. Why don't you ask "Are you ok/alright?", "What's up?" Instead of just assuming or judging my state of being.
No I am not mad at anyone, I'm just stating what's burdening me.

I love how people constantly look for little things I do that they could use against me saying WWJD?! (What Would Jesus Do) or that's not Christian-like WHEN I do nothing.
It's gotten to the point from my messages to people of the Word to now they are trying to find things to completely paradox me and what I say.
I don't mind it because I'm supposed obtain an example of the One I live for.

I have learned I can't trust people even if they are Christians.
I have more problems with Christians than I do with gentiles.
Not everyone is going to like me.
Whatever, I'm friends with the One who created you all.
=]

So I heard about what happened to you today.
I'm almost glad.
Almost.