Step In Their Shoes

Ahh what a wonderful day. Day full of so many memories and sorrows. I could say a lot of the 17 days of the 17 years that this day has appeared.
Isn't it interesting how much more significant a day appears when we separate it as a special day and when something happens to ruin that day, we remember as if it were a special holiday like Labor Day.

Sometimes we don't realize how many problems people are dealing with each day even ask we walk by each other.
Everyday I walk down the halls of Central High School I listen to the conversations of other people, the great diversities of conversations and problems.
I just wish I could do something to help but in reality all I can do is get to know them, but to get one-on-one with everyone would be impossible.

I'm getting closer to people and at the same time I'm losing people. All for the better.
You and you just keep making my day. My inspirations to my lyrics.<3

This year seems promising.
God is really going to change this world upside down.
One soul at a time.

The Little Things

Silver steel strings,
Nice fine wood,
Hands.

So much can be said from a pluck of a string or a few strummed together.
I find it magnificent. It is one of the many wonders God has placed into our lives, such a small complex device. Kind of like our bodies? Yes.

We are very complex beings. More complex than a computer. And yet we don't even know it.

Ahh it's been a while. I rarely have time to go on here and make a post, it's a bummer.
You actually surprised me, even though I sensed you coming that day. I was in an indescribable mood. Angry and confused. Mostly shocked. I'm trying so hard not to judge but it's so hard not to knowing what you do now.
I hate looking you in the eye, because I see the you I once knew. But then I blink and I see the now you. It frustrates me.

I don't want you there but it's your home too no matter what.
I was stronger though this time.
I brushed it off as if it were dirt on my shoulders.
Yeah there was some residue but I ignored it. Ignored you.
I now pour out my feelings to God through my music I create. Good and bad but once I do, it's all out of me.
Just a wave tossed into the ocean.
A vapor in the wind.
I've moved on. But you're still there. Just a residue, a stain.
But everyday Jesus comes in and cleanses me in renewal with His blood. A blood stronger than bleach being able to wipe away those stains in and on me.
Day by day, it comes closer and closer to being completely wiped away.

So I passed the DMV written test with one wrong but I failed the driving test.
It made me in the worst mood ever. I was so sure I was going to pass, but the little things killed me. It's always the little things, no matter where in life.
The little things..
They are the root, the core to the big things.

It all starts in the little things.