The Little Things

Silver steel strings,
Nice fine wood,
Hands.

So much can be said from a pluck of a string or a few strummed together.
I find it magnificent. It is one of the many wonders God has placed into our lives, such a small complex device. Kind of like our bodies? Yes.

We are very complex beings. More complex than a computer. And yet we don't even know it.

Ahh it's been a while. I rarely have time to go on here and make a post, it's a bummer.
You actually surprised me, even though I sensed you coming that day. I was in an indescribable mood. Angry and confused. Mostly shocked. I'm trying so hard not to judge but it's so hard not to knowing what you do now.
I hate looking you in the eye, because I see the you I once knew. But then I blink and I see the now you. It frustrates me.

I don't want you there but it's your home too no matter what.
I was stronger though this time.
I brushed it off as if it were dirt on my shoulders.
Yeah there was some residue but I ignored it. Ignored you.
I now pour out my feelings to God through my music I create. Good and bad but once I do, it's all out of me.
Just a wave tossed into the ocean.
A vapor in the wind.
I've moved on. But you're still there. Just a residue, a stain.
But everyday Jesus comes in and cleanses me in renewal with His blood. A blood stronger than bleach being able to wipe away those stains in and on me.
Day by day, it comes closer and closer to being completely wiped away.

So I passed the DMV written test with one wrong but I failed the driving test.
It made me in the worst mood ever. I was so sure I was going to pass, but the little things killed me. It's always the little things, no matter where in life.
The little things..
They are the root, the core to the big things.

It all starts in the little things.