Who dares to change in a changing world?

As humans, we change so fast and we don't even know it.
I don't on the other hand understand how feeling towards something can change so fast.
One day you feel this way...
The next day you don't....ignorant?

I'm done trying to pretend in my head that people don't change and move on so fast. That there's a single hope in someone to stick by you.
I'm done.
Done with this world.
I'm with God.

In the past few months, these posts have been about the way of living and everyday struggle of my life. Now I hope you see that there is only one solution.
Bear with me and the hardships that we soon encounter together. For there is a big reward for those who are dilligent.

Now as I say goodbye,
I wish you good luck on your journey.
To find love with a Meaningful person who wouldn't see you as a crust of bread.

To see you...
Is to see the very example of the world we live in.

This feeling comes and goes.
I want a way out from it.
It's seems to be nothing I've caused, but what others have.

I love the guitar. It's the gateway of escape for my emotions. God is the only one who can and will always satisfy me. I just wished it worked the same with people.

I see you practically everyday, it makes it only 10x as harder to forget about you. I hate it.

And you Miss Different,
You seem better without me, I know you are.
I just want you safe and sound.

I think I'm just meant to be alone, like the monks?

Baha.
Dramatic.

Everything else is good,
If only things like Facebook didn't exist, I'm sure things would be slightly better.

Dear Father,
Restore my strength that is You,
Bring me redemption,
That to serve You is all I'd do.
Conform me.
People are just people,
That much greater is awaiting as far as the eye can see.
In Jesus name,
Amen.