This feeling comes and goes.
I want a way out from it.
It's seems to be nothing I've caused, but what others have.

I love the guitar. It's the gateway of escape for my emotions. God is the only one who can and will always satisfy me. I just wished it worked the same with people.

I see you practically everyday, it makes it only 10x as harder to forget about you. I hate it.

And you Miss Different,
You seem better without me, I know you are.
I just want you safe and sound.

I think I'm just meant to be alone, like the monks?

Baha.
Dramatic.

Everything else is good,
If only things like Facebook didn't exist, I'm sure things would be slightly better.

Dear Father,
Restore my strength that is You,
Bring me redemption,
That to serve You is all I'd do.
Conform me.
People are just people,
That much greater is awaiting as far as the eye can see.
In Jesus name,
Amen.