Is there hope for every man?

I always seem to get mocked for many things, whether its because I make stupid small mistakes, me being half Mexican, or me loving Jesus. Every time I preach the Word at school, I get made fun of and yeah they are probably kidding but it still hurts.
People telling me I suck. Yeah they are kidding and I know, I laugh along but there's always a limit to how much you can say until it finally sinks in.
I've been told I'm a nice guy and that's because well I'm not exactly sure.
Nevermind about that.

The past still haunts me and today it did a lot.
I went home today non-stop thinking and remembering every little thing we did.
Kissing underwater is probably one of my favorites...perfect example of how much it haunts me and is used to attack me.
I don't understand how a human being could be so deceitful.

It's been revealed to me spiritually and physically who she really is.
Someone who pretended to be like someone to catch up with me which would catch my attention to be interested more to her.
Someone who holds a piece of the world.
Someone who finally obtained the key to pass the other door but held onto the key and now couldn't resist but to reopen that door.
You don't fool me anymore.
I'm wiser now.
I'm maturer now.
I needed you to help me get to where I am today.
Though I'm falling much harder now in this tall grass plain of confusion which misleads me into despair.
I'm more hurt than I was in my last relationship, maybe because you actually fooled me.
I saw it from the old one, you fooled me and came to me with all these wonderful things and promises. You were something else...so I had thought.
Wow...sounds similiar to the Antichrist. Which I dare not call you nor any brethren by that name.
Just similar qualities which means aren't of God.

Is there hope for every man?...

Now I got more drama from someone who is crushing on me.
Seriously.
I've had enough. It's like no one understands anymore. No one can't put themselves in other people's shoes.
All this is making me really sick of women.
I just want to stay away.

Hey Mr. Brightside,

The anesthesia at the dentist was pretty fun.