A Paradox.

I sit here in the presence of the Lord...
You come to mind...
Is it the work of Satan?
Surely not the work of God for God doesn't create evil. People shouldn't blame God for deaths, or things unpleasant for they arn't from God. It's from the evil in this world.

Why do you come to mind?
I don't want to remember you. For you make me weak.

Sadly forever I will love you.
You had said the same, but unlike you mine will never change.
I know I will love you forever, just not the same as I did.
If you ever come across my path, I wish to see you happy.
Just not in my life for it hurts. Which is why I don't want to see nor remember you.
You've showed me a lot and also taught me a lot.
I probably know you better than most.
I know what hurts you.
I know what makes you cry.
I know what fills your heart with joy.
I know you.
Sadly.

I need to be away from you somehow to move on.
Otherwise I will always feel like I do about you.
Angry.
Upset.
Caring.

The only difference here...
You don't know me anymore.