Rejuvenation

For the past month I have been a different man, not myself only to be caused by the deceit the world holds. Putting my all into someone just like me. As humans, we can't always be trusted. We fall, we betray, we sin. In the end I have no one to blame for my actions of giving a piece of me away. It's a choice that most of us fail to make.

In the past month, I've experienced things in which I thought I would never experience and I am still dealing with today.
Is it possible for a christian, a man of God to fall?
Is it possible to make mistakes so great that the consequences still follow?
Is it possible to fall into temptation, disappoint people, then become one with Him a day later?
Is it possible to come back and be rejuvenated once again?
In God's eyes it is. All is possible.
But friends, family?
That is something to be answered individually.

I know I am different. More different than I was a year ago. Or even two years ago. You grow when your rooted and grounded in the living God. The world on the other hand has a harder time catching on.
We may do things that to others may not seem like they would do at all and we become angry and disappointed. The way you come out of it, I believe, is what matters most. Do you continue with what you were doing? Or do you retreat and be humble.

The battle is tough. But the prize is worth it.
I am human. Who are you?